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Hey Bloggers,

This may be my very first blog I've ever made, but I look forward to making more! I'm usually on Facebook or writing in my own notepad. My hobbies that I love doing the most are; Writing, Coaching, Dancing, Cheering, and being me. Yes I feel that being myself is a hobby. I feel this way because once you get to know me you'll understand that being me is hard work. =) Encouraging others to do their best and be the best that they can be is hard work at times. Making people laugh or feel that their worth is higher than the next person has ever told them, WOW coming from me that's A LOT of work. Especially when I'm working with little ones whom I love like my own. Its A Lot. When I get of age I would like to be a Parole Officer. You're probably asking why? Well because I like to be that someone who helped others get through their tough times. I like to help guide others towards the right directions when they are going down the wrong tunnel. So I came to GCC to up stain my high goals. Most people older than me, who has had the time to realize and focus on me at times know that being a P.O. really isn't my calling. Yes, I'm a christian by the way. My calling to most people and I agree is to become a Cheer or Gymnastic Coach. I don't know how much I can stretch this but I really LOVE cheering. The photos you will see on my page are legit. They are of my team that I coach and of me. If you have any questions or any concerns OR maybe even comments, PLEASE don't hesitate to comment.

I once told you before that I like to write as well, on my free time. Yes free time being when my slow jams are on (mainly instrumentals) and I'm all alone in a quiet spot of my own. Physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally, even visually, I began to write. I write about where my mind has token me at the time being, or about who's been on my mind for awhile, or maybe just life in general. Being that I like to writ a lot I felt that this blog thing at first would be easy. Ha lets see. Underneath this paragraph you will find 2 of my entries that I have recently wrote just so you understand the meaning of my writings at time. Please comment your thoughts.

                                                              A Different Story!

Its funny how my feelings can feel the same story, but my heart and mind can get all the glory.

Its funny how my words can tell my whole story, but my hands and my heart can only tell partial for me. Once upon a time I was scared to be near you, only to realize I feared the clear view of the real you, or better yet, would I be able to even share you and not compare you? Placing my feelings that i had for you over any obstacles that i THOUGHT i had to go through...Just to be with you...Was just my evil side trynna see straight through you, which made my good side overlook you too. I tell you its hard to express my feelings but when i write its nothing but my realness. Its up to you to believe if its true or not, but I can honestly say my feelings grew a lot. But like I said my feelings, they can feel the same story, while my heart and mind will get all the glory. Just like my words, they can tell my whole story but my hands and my heart can only tell partial for me.

                                                                      Life!

Is this the life? Just having lust but no one to really trust.

Is this the life? being afraid, not saying what you really wanna say?

Everyday I have many chances to be brave and release this crave of lust from just a gaze of his amaze.

Is this the life? Believing in God as if we are apart of some type of religious...wait pause...I'm straight trippin', my mind was really slippin'.

Is this the life? The life of real image. For the sake of ourselves we try  not to be a blemish image of a regular remembrance.

I hope you liked my writings, that's all  I have for you bloggers. Until next time, I am Shay Mayes.